My spirit moves one step ahead of me...

I'm chatting to r.

I'm complaining to him about the situation I'm in at coed.

I tell him I can't keep living there with no money.

He says that to pay me 30£ an hour would be very difficult.

I say it's not even the money, it's also that I am not happy living at coed. I say this with force and conviction.

This makes him respond in an interesting way. It's like he becomes smaller.

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He says that even he has had doubts weather something would work. He says you have to live through the doubts.

It's like my soul has be so unsatisfied living there.

I see we have spilt some vanish on a table. I wipe it up, and it makes the table go all shiny. It gives me some satisfaction so I tell him that I'm happy with this.



I have a sense that I will be getting together with m.


I am driving in a car with three other guys. We are going along the usual route to the village but suddenly the road takes a turn down a new track, at a turn in the road. It's a new road.

The car crashes off the road, and breaks into pieces. We are all fine. But we have to rebuild the car. We are now following a different design, and start to build a house. It's complicated because there are all these little pieces. We are not sure how they fit together but we are sure we can make it work.