Note form dreams - attractions, family, friends,

Simon, hugs, his friends new growing project, big houses below my parents, wall cracking. Un maintained.


Girls stood by me, working on bicycle. Oriental looking. I'm attracted to them. I have confidence to ask them if they want to meet later by the entrance to the park.





Maddy mum stone circle, she has been recently.


The theatre play thing I go to with friends in a place like the CCC in Barcelona. One of these girls name is martoo but it's spelt differently



Rawley, comes in the back entrance to coed, people want to talk to him but he just walks away, he's stressed by all the questions asked to him.


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I have a tape recorder of my dad reading a poem which has all this strong Somerset country talking in. I'm real pleased to find it.


I'm with Tom. We are talking permaculture stuff. There are airplanes up above. People have be arguing about inheritance and stuff.


Everyone is struggling to find their own place in the world


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I stayed in the car park for too long. I should have got out when I could. ...


Now the thieves have arrived. My heart stops as they open the door to my car and tell me to get out. I have everything in my car.


I try to pull the door shut but they keep it open. I move into the prayer. It's my only option. Appeal to the divine forces to have mercy on me.

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I'm near the sea in Brighton.




I see the white cliffs. I'm being shown this map of the town and the route to a retreat house hidden along old paths at the back. It's a very peaceful place. I need to go there.


I'm with my family. There's a lift to take you from the beach to the cliff top in your car. I take it, and soon I'm seeing the dizzy heights from the cliff top looking over the sea.



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I see rs profile, on FB because I am concerned about her. She has made some really tempting looking film of her dressed up in red, burlesque costume, it fits tight to her body accentuating all her curves. I realise that it's not helping me because I'm still attracted to her.