missing something

I'm with Dominic Mandere. In a dare.
There is a gap for water to flow at the back. Adriano is here. He talks about going to be with his wife. To swim to meet her. In the night.

I'm aware that math has made me angry and I want to hit her so I tell her. She takes it ok.

Dominic puts on costume and has a vision to bring the spirit out for each person. I put on some clothes and really enjoy walking in a funny way into the room. Sometimes I'm like a zombie, other times I'm still. I start to get agitated. I find a green biro and scribble and scribble with it. I make these patterns and finish with my tag. Dominic says it looks like something. It reflects what I'm missing. There are all these people who have been able to bring things with them, up a slope. They are eating cake. I want some. I feel so poor compared to them. They have money and many things but I have nothing in comparison.