Why I am not married...

I'm being tracked down. Some one wants to kill me. I'm having to run away. To hide.

I meet a very clever person who is also being tracked down. People want to kill them too. We are videos on this guy. He is very friendly.

I draw a picture of the king. Parallel to last dream last night. Meeting an important leader. I see clearly the lines. The colours. My mum sees my drawing.

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I am by the sea side. There is a community by the sea side.

They own a beach. I choose to visit them in this van which I get a lift in.

I want to swim in the sea. I start paddling.

There is a woman who tells me to catch some fish or something.

It's the perfect timing. I am shown this lizard like creature. It has poisonous mouth venom but if you grab it by the tail and throw it out on to the beach it is fine, it dies. Then people cook them.

I meet a man. I am telling him about my relationships. He asking why I not married. I saying I am not young but also I am not old. He says that one of his brothers is my age and he has 4 children. I explain to him that I did not have any relationship with women until I had reached the age of 26. That's one reason why I still feel so young. He says, "so are you not inspired to fuck women?" I say "yes I am but for some reason it didn't happen. Maybe lack of confidence or something. I don't know..." I tell him I only have had sex about 30 times or so in my whole life.

Food is being prepared. It is like spaghetti with some meat. Bacon and pork pieces. Strips of meat.

I am hungry.

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I meet John and Lesley biggins. We are in Notre dame. There is snuff I am trying to fit it all in this box. There are some raisins in the snuff. The snuff is white. It looks like musicavakadzi

I taste the raisins. They are nice. Big and juicy.

I am with Pete. I see there are some cherry trees with cherry s on, on a bank. It's steep I climb down the rocks. There are lots of bees. I have to climb through this gap and i don't realise that there is a wild bee hive in the rocks. The bees fly out to attack me. I get stung by bees all over. As the poison enters my blood stream I feel a warmth enter my heart and pervade all over.