Ancestors

The field. James build yurt extension

Leida magic mushroom medicine. Shamanic initiation. Juniper tea

Dad is the blardo. Means like a shamanic guide. He says so. Serious.

I meet granny.

Joseph is digging out the drain in the corner. Very muddy

We are preparing a space for selling herbs, a festival table. I have been involved. There is still lots of work to do getting the space ready. We have been working on our individual herbs but the space needs hovering. My coat gets used as a cloth. I need more walk hangings. There is dog shit to clear up  

I have lots of old paint that I consolidate to make the storage of it easier but it ends up causing a mess.

I have a friend, R I think who is unhappy with me cos I used a bit of shelf that was hers for building. 

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I'm in the park, I have a spadeful of soil I want to add to my garden. There are worms in the soil, and mycelium.

My dad says I should not take soil out of the woodland unless I have asked the water spirits first. The worms have a relationship with the water spirits he says, which cannot be broken. It would be bad luck to take soil without asking.

I meet J and we become mirrors for one another, she sits on my lap, we become very close, but not sexual. She is holding back from me. We just want to be able to get close and physical.  I tell her stuff about the car.