Desire

I am at braziers. I pull up in my car. I'm with Pete. There has been many changes. The front dining room has been turned into a games room. There are lots of youthful people playing games, table tennis and such like. I notice there are many pretty young girls there, with blossoming breasts, smiling, fit and active, and I am immediately attracted to them.


 I want to chase them, to seduce one of them, but I don't know how to go about it, so I take someone up on the offer to go and watch a video about iboga. It turns out not to be about iboga but ibora. It is a psychedelic video which is rather boring. I can't stop thinking about the young pretty girls, so I find an excuse to go back to the room on my own this time not with Pete, the challenge is that it is getting late and many of them are disappearing into their other lives. I am losing the chance for making a connection.

i also feel like a predator so I run to my car to escape the feelings, I run and ask for help. I am terrified of my desires. I don't know what to do.

I an visited by a powerful spirit who asks me to feel my heart, when I do, I notice that my chest is closed off, the spirit asks me to open my chest, and to breathe into the openness. I feel a big release from my chest area as if a curse was being lifted

i am with a girl friend and a guy and a girl. We are running to a ceremony a marriage, we are dressed up in our best clothes. I am going to get married to the girl. When we get to the ceremony place there are lots of other people who I end up interacting with and I loose the girl friend in the crowd. A girl with black hair takes my attention..