Significance

I am back in the vipasana centre. Some things have changed. The woods
down at the bottom, where the word hope was carved have been
developed. Some of the trees have gone, and there is concrete and
buildings going up. I still find the word hope.

Back at the centre one of the teachers is being flagellated. Its making
marks on his back. It seems like people are really suffering out here,
not really becoming enlightened.

I know it is not for me so I wander on, and head for little dewchurch,
to visit sherwood. I decide to get involved with his house building
and wonder weather there might be a field aside of his for apple
growing.

Something give me a message about traveling to a spot half way between
gloucester and bristol.


Its a magical place I have to visit.

On route there I end up in norway. Its a military peninsular somewhere
off the bristol channel. I have no idea how my car got here. I have
mikk in the boot. My car has broken down right on the end of the
peninsular. There are military planes, runways and bases all around.
Not much lives out here. It is very unusual.

I have to phone the rescue to get me back home. When back at home I
look at the map to figure out exactly where I was. I tell my dad that
I ended up there by accident but he assures me that I chose to go
there. I say it must be significant but he thinks that it is just
normal. Marie is there and she says this happens to her sometimes when
she is taken to places beyond her will. I say 'if everything was
significant, nothing would be significant'.