Hercule Poirot

Hercule Poirot

The detective is investigating a murder case. He has an insight. His minds thoughts are like the birds which fly up into the sky to explore the world. 

He disguises himself; he blacks out his eyes, at a murder mystery party, so that he can blend into the party and people won't know that he has his eyes open. 

Tara is in the dream. We have to make an altar for tara, I lay some offering around the altar that I know will help her. 

We find some land which we get excited about. Kate is here, and rawley talk about how Goats are possible which makes kate very excited as well as me. 

My friend has a breakthrough in how to overcome porn addiction.

manoeuvre-ability

Conor. Music day one morning. In sheffield. 

Its at my parents. 

Conor has been practicing for it. He plays me some of his new tunes. 

My brother james comes along to music jam. 

James shows us some photos of just after when nelida was born. He comments on how thin she was looking in the photos 

James says that he really needs to get in touch with tom cammel. He gives me a number to call. Its a 7 digit sheffield landline number and I phone it from my mobile before realising that I need to put 0114 before it but miraculously it rings through to toms house. His younger sister (or female friend) answers, and I ask if its toms house and where he might be. She tells me he is out, but that he already knew he needed to meet up, as he needed to connect with the nature. He has a little girl now, and he needs to get healthy and connect her to the nature so that she develops all the right instincts. He wants me to come with him to help her with this, as I know what's edible and what's not. 

So we were out for a drive to meet up with a few others but on the way we take a wrong turn, and so tom drives into this rich guys driveway to turn the car around. Its a very tight space, and there's not much room for manoeuvre-ability. 

needed to turn round

Angry rich man. Posh. Starts complaining that we have used his drive for turning round. 

Tom has to be super careful not to hit any of the posts in driveway. 

Angry rich man is mad. 

The angry rich man comes out and starts walking towards us going to attack us. 

I feel guilty for hitting the man and grabbing back my keys but I needed to do it . 

We drive off really fast. 

Sacred objects - the Heckeltites

So, I am at home with my parents. 

They are asking about what I have been up to. I tell them that I am expecting to meet simon, as I had a dream where he was going to come to sheffield and this was confirmed by him contacting me after the dream to tell me it was true. The dream was about how one of the precious items in the church was being given away, and he had been contacted to see if he would want it. It was the old chair in the church that I remember so well as a kid. I tell my parents this and my dad says

 "oh, maybe he has connections to the Heckeltites". 

It appears that old sacred objects get passed around to those who have the connections within the right circles. They don't get sold. I tell my dad that I know that simons dad is a priest so perhaps the link is there. 

Cosmical Roots, and leadership.

I'm with james, my bro, and conor, and 2 black guys who are rappers. 

Simon is showing us how the iboga plant works. He says look at the root

- playing with this cosmical thing

"Its like playing with the universe"

Different from peires way of doing things

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I wander off, I get emotionally and litterally stuck in a ditch, I fall down, and thanks to these girls who came to see the witches who lived in the ditch, I don't bang my head and hurt my self, but instead my head lands on the arms of this girl.

I am helped out of the ditch. I feel so clumsy. 

I wander back up the hill where the rest of the folk are. I go into the church and sit down. A performance is going on and I am needed to join in, so I grab a guitar and join the musicians sat on the left. Up on stage I see kirsty, I haven't see her in ages. I go up and give her a great big hug. She is playing the "priestess" role for the performance which is largely religious. 

After this I am with ewart and zoe. I kiss zoe in front of ewart which I am shy at doing because it kinda says, "I'm going out with her" now, and I'm not sure weather I want to give that message. But afterwards it actually feels really good to be open with this. 

Now I'm back with the rappers and the iboga. I am amazed at how the root is so cosmical. I can manipulate it into all these crazy shapes and forms. Its like playing with universes. 

My attitude is being shown clearly to me that I am not being very careful. I am clumsy. The others play with it delicately but I don't have the sensitivity to play with it so as to make beautiful patterns. 

One of the rappers is the lead rapper. He has no difficulty just holding a mic and making a party rock, using beat boxing, and a flow of lyrics that seem to spontaneously emerge from his voice, carrying a conscious message of hip hop. 

I on the other hand feel tongue tied. I don't know how to even begin making up lyrics on the spot and so I just try to copy his beatbox style and somehow imagine that if I keep beatboxing confidently enough the lyrics with come. 

I feel like I am almost in some kind of test where I need to show the confidence to be a leader; to show how to speak my mind, to speak my truth.