The spiritual Dimension of Animals

I'm at some kind of gathering. I think I am at lammas, and I can see
hoppi. I notice that they have 2 cows now, or is it 2 bulls? They are
enormous beasts; twice as long as your biggest bull and with huge
horns. They are terrifying but also quite harmless as they cannot move
very fast.
I become aware of how they exist on a different reality to us; that
although they seem less intelligent than humans they just occupy a
different intelligence. They are working with humans just as much as
humans are working with them. They have their own spiritual realities
which they adhere to.

(It occurs to me when I wake up that these could be Aurocs.)

I then see how all animals have this spiritual dimension that they
exist in and I see how human existence is so dependent on the animals
which support them. I see how in the old world, humans survived
because of their connection with the animals.

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I see how here there is lots of space for people to grow. I see the
children growing up here becoming confident and strong and creative.
They understand nature and how to expand into space. Its a beautiful
vision and also a little sad because it makes me realise how alone I
am. I start wondering around this gathering looking for women who I
find attractive. I see lots of women who have pretty faces. Their eyes
seem to not meet mine, they are looking some place else. I meet my
younger brother and he is cleaning his teeth. He is also looking for a
partner and seems to have the right approach ; let outer appearance
reflect inner worth. I however seem to have lost hope of ever finding
anyone and old regrets come back to haunt me.

I wander off from the festival scene feeling thoroughly hopeless. I
enter a long hall way, a bit like a church and there is an old
Scottish ancestor sat in a chair.
I go and sit by him and he talks wisdom. He says something like
"Use the machinery to allow things to grow organically."

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I am with rich from coed. We are with another guy and we are getting
ready to go out for a party. We are seeking women. We cross these
fields and come to a strange bar, with about 3 rooms.