No Jesus stuff !

I'm with james and marie and the kids. They have been looking after a pet tiger. I see the pet tiger and I find it scary. the kids are not bothered because they don't know that it will grow up but i do, and this is why I find it scary. I see that this is a wild tiger, not tamed.  I know that when it gets just a little bigger it will become a killer, and we would have no chance against it...
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I am with my Dad. He is holding a skull in his hands. He passes it to me. He says "No Jesus stuff!". I think this means that he doesn't want me to sacrifice myself like he did, and become a martyr. I think he feels that I have more important things to be doing that dying young.


I see the scull can go into the Upper and Lower worlds. I travel with this scull because I know well that Jesus was just a shaman who can move between the worlds, and that his death was symbolic of a mythical death from middle world to upper world and back again. I know my dad knows I know this, which is also why he said to me "No Jesus stuff!"