Missing people...

Dear clan, thankyou...

"No no no, express your true self."

Been too quiet, no one listening, I need to make my voice heard,

"Clan, I have never felt so depressed, so worn out, so lonely, so sad.
I miss .., I feel like I am wasting my time here, I don't feel I
belong, I don't know where I belong, I still feel pain in my chest and
Been told
 - letter - digital - shows lots of words, photos, animations of
what she's been up too, visiting sacred sites with her family -
ladders, stones, ladders, stones. ...

I watch the whole digital letter, I see she has been making a new book
with illustrations, which she has been making with her new boyfriend,
and it looks really great.


It is sad seeing it too, because I feel like I would like to make a
book with her. I feel like I would like to be in another culture
experiencing all these new things.

Now there is this big gathering I am at. Its a spontaneous gathering
and people are being asked to play music. A friend who is a singer is
asking me what jazz songs I still know on the piano, and I have to
think really hard, I haven't played any jazz for ages, and I miss it!
I really want to play 'aint misbehaving' by fats waller!



Flumptuous

Conor gig, rob playing too,

An you aint got no rhythm
Unless it bleed you


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