Death

At first its just a game but then its for real...


We are playing a shooting /catching game in my friends house. I have
to get past these people an get to "base" without getting caught which
basically means not getting seen.

And all of a sudden we are in the real world. I am walking along the
street and I have some cash in my hand. A couple of guys ahead of my
see the cash and start following me, and somehow I merge with this Ray
meers like survival guy, and I have a task not only to get away from
the people trying to rob me but also to get through the high security
area which involves achieving the impossible.

 If I get past the guards along the way (who all have machine guns) I
can get to my axis mundi and escape, but it involves basically being
invisible and I have not mastered that skill (yet!).

I have to try something though. I take the middle route and get up
almost as far as the guard and yet he sees me and shoots me dead in an
instant. If I had got to him, I don't know what I would have done ,
perhaps try attacking him with my little knife, pretty pointless I
know, but you gota try something.
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When I wake, I imagine this is what being in the trenches must have
felt a bit like. No way out but death.