secret relationships

I am exploring this field, there are other people wandering around...

I see a raven, follow it, and come across loads of crow feathers in field,
and a wing or two.

We are at a dance, with conor, alys, james, everyone, and he is showing us
his new dancing techniques, they are really cool and hilarious, we are
not sure weather he is intentionally doing them as a joke or not, but
it seems to be working for him as all the women want to dance with
him.

I meet this girl and have a dance. I seem to remember her from way
back in the past. We have a long chat about what we have been up to
over the years, and when we say goodbye we can't let go of one another
and I can't control my self, and we kiss on the lips and keep hugging,
and holding one another. When we finally release our embrace she looks
at me and says that she didn't expect her to be with me, nor did I
expect to be with her, but this is how things seem to have worked out,
and for now it feels right. I worry about meeting her needs and about
commitments, and so I talk openly with her about my worries and she is
wary of commitment too and we talk about different ways we can be in
the moment in appreciating one another right here and now, because
neither of us knows what will happen in the future, weather we will
fall in love, out of love, who knows...  So we enjoy the moment of
being together then and there. We talk about different aspects of
being in the moment,  and suddenly an alarm reminds me its time for
life drawing, and I have to rush off to life drawing and say a quick
"ill phone you in a bit" to her, as now other people are around and
they don't know what has happened between us, and we are still
'secret' to the world at this stage ...

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