Pan in America

I meet a guy called Jason.

Him and Narelle have this strong connection, perhaps because they are both american,
but more likely some psychic thing. I have been enjoying telling Jason
about my friend Kate, because Jason also lives in san fran California,
in Berkeley and is interested in shamanism. One thing that slightly
confuses me is that 'jason' is female, or male jason has a female
body, which ever way you want to look at it. Transsexual.  We talk
about shamanism together. Its really great seeing narrelle again too.
We talk together. Simon is there too, and he finds it really
interesting that I have made friends in san fran, because this is
where 'core' shamanism began, with the foundation for shamanic studies
being set up there by Micheal Harner. Simon inquires as to weather
kate is a shamanic practitioner too, I say not to my knowledge, yet I
don't really know where she is at now.

One of the reasons why I have come to america is to bring a bit of the spirit of Pan to the americans. In our conversations (me, Jason and Narelle) we realise that what the american people are missing so much
is the great god Pan. In particular the men, who have lost touch with the sacred male fertility deity, phallic and creative. This has caused a real sickness in the psyche of the american people, and western people in general, but its a sickness that I can help remedy through my connection to Pan, which is strong, and which Jason and Narelle have too.

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