viral thoughts

I'm going through Rich's stuff. I can't stop thinking about costs. Its
an obsessive thought. Its a repetitive thought form, or a possessive
spirit that can't stop making me think -  Everything costs the same,
no matter what it is. Weather its seeds, or sofa's or books or plants,
everything costs the same. Part of me thinks its the spirit of Rich
trying to get his views across about where he wants his stuff going.
After all, he was an obsessive hoarder, and would want everything to
stay together no doubt. I am trying all night long to disengage, but
the virus and headache won't give me peace, and let me sleep. So this isn't exactly a dream, but its not exactly awake either.


When I finally sleep I am looking for tangerines. Its all I want to
eat and I start finding them everywhere.

Now I find two animals that I come across all of a sudden. At first I
think they are otters, but then I see that they are badgers, and they
take me to meet more badgers. They can read my mind, and know what I'm thinking. They help me.

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Rosa has a bicycle and we are at the top of crookes out for a cycle.
We cycle a bit, and then she gets off and walks so I do too.  An old couple
accompany us from just a little way behind.

She talks to me about the best ways to look witchy, which she knows a
lot about.