Im chatting to a friend. We are talking about relationships. She is telling me about how when she was a teenager she and her friends used to share boys around their little group of girls, one day he'll be with this friend, the next with this other friend. She also tells me about how their are two basic energies to a sexual relationship...
"yielding, and driving... different constitutions in people have different sex needs, and how these two energies typically play out in sex. People with strong heat and passion typically take the driving elements to be what satisfies them,... people with more temperate and passive qualities take the contrary but both can often actually get their satisfaction from taking the opposite role, contrary to what their natural inclination may be. People can use both yielding and driving within them selves, but if both people are driving or both people are yielding, the energies don't match up for a satisfying experience."
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I am having a bath. In the hall way. For some reason I have put the bath in the middle of the hall. No one is in. but then everyone gets back. I have to get out, its really cold, I go outside with no clothes on and its frosty and icy.
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I have a new mbira, it has many many more keys...
Thursday, 28 February 2013
Wednesday, 27 February 2013
fragments
I'm with a few friends and we are doing some tidying. I find this
cream colored stuff like pva glue that has leaked on the table and
then I find a strange fruit on a table that has been oozing out all
this sticky white stuff.
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I'm with my clan. One of us has had an accident and nearly died down
by the pond. S is telling us what we need to do, he says they will be
fine, but that we must act fast. S gets a big didgeridoo and begins
to play it calling to power, and while he gets organised I take my
mbira down to the pond to begin playing some healing music. Gradually
we all make it down to the pond to support the healing of our clan
members.
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these lines of a poem come to me -
Last night I slept on the moon
Because of our conversations
I became cut in two
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I'm at my primary school. There are changes going on in the caretakers
house and in the car park. Little fences are being taken down and new
fences are being put up. It becomes harder to move around.
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I meet Kate and her mum. I have a really long chat with her mum, which is
really nice. Its so good seeing her again. I have missed her.
cream colored stuff like pva glue that has leaked on the table and
then I find a strange fruit on a table that has been oozing out all
this sticky white stuff.
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I'm with my clan. One of us has had an accident and nearly died down
by the pond. S is telling us what we need to do, he says they will be
fine, but that we must act fast. S gets a big didgeridoo and begins
to play it calling to power, and while he gets organised I take my
mbira down to the pond to begin playing some healing music. Gradually
we all make it down to the pond to support the healing of our clan
members.
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these lines of a poem come to me -
Last night I slept on the moon
Because of our conversations
I became cut in two
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I'm at my primary school. There are changes going on in the caretakers
house and in the car park. Little fences are being taken down and new
fences are being put up. It becomes harder to move around.
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I meet Kate and her mum. I have a really long chat with her mum, which is
really nice. Its so good seeing her again. I have missed her.
Friday, 22 February 2013
The ghosts of the Neighborhood
I'm in america round at someones house, and I need to spend the night
there. I have been given the spare room.
I feel fairly sure I'm in america because I'm with my cousin ben and
he lives in LA.
In my sleep I am woken by some strange presences. They are the ghosts
of the neighborhood. . One of them is trying to wake me. It gets half
inside me. In my tranced half dream state I know what to do. I let out
a scream, a haunted scream which prevents the ghost from entering. It
was such a scary scream that it woke up a number of other people in
the neighborhood who wake up and scream out the fear of what ever it
was that caused that awful noise in the night, namely, me.
I wake in normal reality. It is 330am.
there. I have been given the spare room.
I feel fairly sure I'm in america because I'm with my cousin ben and
he lives in LA.
In my sleep I am woken by some strange presences. They are the ghosts
of the neighborhood. . One of them is trying to wake me. It gets half
inside me. In my tranced half dream state I know what to do. I let out
a scream, a haunted scream which prevents the ghost from entering. It
was such a scary scream that it woke up a number of other people in
the neighborhood who wake up and scream out the fear of what ever it
was that caused that awful noise in the night, namely, me.
I wake in normal reality. It is 330am.
Tuesday, 19 February 2013
Mustaches
Me and my close friend are lying in bed, and we are both flirting with this girl, who comes to join us in bed. I find out that she is a "not that distant" cousin, and now it doesn't feel right to be flirting with her, but my friend, he carries on flirting while I watch.
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I am at a meal with lots of Sheffield friends. P, O, F, D, S, everyone. This old lady says that I am responsible for getting all the women in our group into growing mustaches. I don't know what she's on about. One of my female friends says, "yes, look closer! We all have mustaches now, and its because of your influence!". I look, and well I can hardly call them mustaches, but there is some semi invisible hair on the upper lips of most of the women here. OK, maybe a mustache of a sorts.
I am also responsible , the old lady says, for influencing everyone into back garden composting, but this doesn't seem quite so important a thing to her a mustaches. I feel quite pleased if this is the case. I tell her that I think everyone should compost, and she thinks this is quite a radical perspective, but I think its perfectly normal. "Everyone?" She says. "Yes, everyone", I say casually.
We sit down to eat some food. We have a vegan option and a meat option. The meat option includes this meat mince of beef, and the vegan option includes this pretend meat, that I'm not sure what its
made from. I don't particularly want the meat, but I don't particularly want the strange substitute meat that could be just about anything either. I end up going for the vegan option as that's what
most of my friends are eating.
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I am at a meal with lots of Sheffield friends. P, O, F, D, S, everyone. This old lady says that I am responsible for getting all the women in our group into growing mustaches. I don't know what she's on about. One of my female friends says, "yes, look closer! We all have mustaches now, and its because of your influence!". I look, and well I can hardly call them mustaches, but there is some semi invisible hair on the upper lips of most of the women here. OK, maybe a mustache of a sorts.
I am also responsible , the old lady says, for influencing everyone into back garden composting, but this doesn't seem quite so important a thing to her a mustaches. I feel quite pleased if this is the case. I tell her that I think everyone should compost, and she thinks this is quite a radical perspective, but I think its perfectly normal. "Everyone?" She says. "Yes, everyone", I say casually.
We sit down to eat some food. We have a vegan option and a meat option. The meat option includes this meat mince of beef, and the vegan option includes this pretend meat, that I'm not sure what its
made from. I don't particularly want the meat, but I don't particularly want the strange substitute meat that could be just about anything either. I end up going for the vegan option as that's what
most of my friends are eating.
Monday, 18 February 2013
Redecorating the Church
We have been asked to re-paint this church, and to do painted
lettering and murals throughout it. It is quite a big old church.
We choose colours that may be a little contradictory - bright greens
and golds, reds, yellows, blues...
When we have the big public meeting showing people how we are going to
decorate the church, most people are happy and excited about the new
designs, but a few people really don't like the designs, and complain
and try and stop us from doing them.
We go ahead any way, because you can't please everyone, and some
people are always going to complain.
3 of us do the painting. We have to employ new special brush
techniques for doing around lettering, a splash and dot technique ,
which makes things have a Australian aboriginal look about it.
We work quite quickly because we worry that the people who complained
may try to stop us, by using some bureaucracy, claiming that we have
not checked safety or done proper finances.
We lock the doors and work feverishly.
Steam Boat Coed part 2
I am at coed. A big party is going on. J has invited lots of her friends and her and a friend are teaching a contact improvisation class. I have been playing music with people. As the party develops and people get more drunk I loose my flutes. I wander all around looking for them but they have vanished.
Now there is trouble: a fire has started in the barn, and has caught onto the wood store. We are all getting buckets of water to put it out.
R gets burnt by chucking on the water too close, but he does manage to put it out. Now there is trouble with the new water wheel. RA has been installing a new wheel so that it can charge electricity to the house and so save money. But somethings not right.
We explore the giant steam boats left in the old barn , and my brother joe comes to help out. There is so much to do here. I can't for the life of me figure out how these giant steam boats got all the way to coed.
R gets burnt by chucking on the water too close, but he does manage to put it out. Now there is trouble with the new water wheel. RA has been installing a new wheel so that it can charge electricity to the house and so save money. But somethings not right.
We explore the giant steam boats left in the old barn , and my brother joe comes to help out. There is so much to do here. I can't for the life of me figure out how these giant steam boats got all the way to coed.
Saturday, 16 February 2013
Dream Traveling
A girl visits me in my sleep. I know its a dream, but its just as real as real life. I know that she has actually traveled to visit me in my sleep. I say to her, "wow! you have come to visit me in my dream! Amazing!" She is in bed with me, and we cuddle up close. I am very happy.
Friday, 15 February 2013
The escape from the computer game
I meet my friend down by the river. She is hidden inside a tree. She
has been hiding for years from the big bady who has been trying to get
her. We both know its just a computer game we are in, but the
difference is that she has been trapped in the computer game where as
I can leave any time. If she completes the game however, she will be
able to get out.
I therefore decide to help her complete the game. I need to show her
the secret way to the end of the game. I ask her to step out of the
tree and to follow me. As soon as she steps out, the bady knows. The
tree was keeping her hidden from the bady but now he comes after us,
like sauron coming after frodo when frodo puts on the ring.
We have to be very fast. I have an animal guide with me who tells me
the way every step. He leads the way and me and my friend follow as
fast as we can, being closely pursued by the bady.
We are led into a castle and go up a spiral stair case to the top
room. There is no way out of this top room and we can hear the bady
coming up the stairs!
We lay a trap for him. We hide behind the door and when he walks in, I
grab him from behind, and pick him up with all my strength. His mask
now falls off and it turns out to be my flat mate but I throw him out
of the window anyhow, because that is what we need to do to complete
the computer game. Now. The game ends and we are safe and my friend is
freed.
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I give a badger feather to a russel, its tough an wirey.
I go to watch a Tennis match final. I see the wining shots. This has
been a thrashing, the winner totally destroyed his opponent.
Afterwards I go up these stairs on a boat. Up up up, we come out in the arctic. Its very beautiful and peaceful.
has been hiding for years from the big bady who has been trying to get
her. We both know its just a computer game we are in, but the
difference is that she has been trapped in the computer game where as
I can leave any time. If she completes the game however, she will be
able to get out.
I therefore decide to help her complete the game. I need to show her
the secret way to the end of the game. I ask her to step out of the
tree and to follow me. As soon as she steps out, the bady knows. The
tree was keeping her hidden from the bady but now he comes after us,
like sauron coming after frodo when frodo puts on the ring.
We have to be very fast. I have an animal guide with me who tells me
the way every step. He leads the way and me and my friend follow as
fast as we can, being closely pursued by the bady.
We are led into a castle and go up a spiral stair case to the top
room. There is no way out of this top room and we can hear the bady
coming up the stairs!
We lay a trap for him. We hide behind the door and when he walks in, I
grab him from behind, and pick him up with all my strength. His mask
now falls off and it turns out to be my flat mate but I throw him out
of the window anyhow, because that is what we need to do to complete
the computer game. Now. The game ends and we are safe and my friend is
freed.
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I give a badger feather to a russel, its tough an wirey.
I go to watch a Tennis match final. I see the wining shots. This has
been a thrashing, the winner totally destroyed his opponent.
Afterwards I go up these stairs on a boat. Up up up, we come out in the arctic. Its very beautiful and peaceful.
Wednesday, 13 February 2013
Plato and Giant Sunflower Sculptures
I am in a playground talking to some philosophers and scholars, they
are selling wisdom tickets to the masses. I am reading a little book
which talks about plato and how he inherited the earth, so I go and
talk to them about it. They give me some useful information which I
can't remember what it is!
Anyhow, I go away with my bit of information to finish of my book, and
walk through the park.
As I do I see some huge sculpted flowers, which are as tall as a house
and they have been installed in clusters along a bank at the foot of
the hill with the good view. I decide to go and walk over there. They
are roughly designed on the sunflower.
I decide to walk up the hill to see the amazing view from the top,
where you can see a full 360. I see some new people to the park, who
are commenting on the sunflower sculptures and how amazing they are.
They have not walked up the hill so I encourage them to follow me.
Its one of these parks where you have interactive pads in the ground
triggering sounds as you walk over them. The music is playing a simple
drum groove as we walk up the hill, and it rises in volume and climax
to the point we reach the top, past all the other sculptural shapes
and benches on the way up.
When we get to the top, the groove phases out and these angelic like
tones which are very atmospheric come in, which is quite emotive if
you've never heard it, but after a few times becomes a bit tacky.
Still, the view is spectacular whatever the sounds that are playing,
and somewhere inside me, my soul stirs and is moved, yet again, by the
landscape opened out before me.
are selling wisdom tickets to the masses. I am reading a little book
which talks about plato and how he inherited the earth, so I go and
talk to them about it. They give me some useful information which I
can't remember what it is!
Anyhow, I go away with my bit of information to finish of my book, and
walk through the park.
As I do I see some huge sculpted flowers, which are as tall as a house
and they have been installed in clusters along a bank at the foot of
the hill with the good view. I decide to go and walk over there. They
are roughly designed on the sunflower.
I decide to walk up the hill to see the amazing view from the top,
where you can see a full 360. I see some new people to the park, who
are commenting on the sunflower sculptures and how amazing they are.
They have not walked up the hill so I encourage them to follow me.
Its one of these parks where you have interactive pads in the ground
triggering sounds as you walk over them. The music is playing a simple
drum groove as we walk up the hill, and it rises in volume and climax
to the point we reach the top, past all the other sculptural shapes
and benches on the way up.
When we get to the top, the groove phases out and these angelic like
tones which are very atmospheric come in, which is quite emotive if
you've never heard it, but after a few times becomes a bit tacky.
Still, the view is spectacular whatever the sounds that are playing,
and somewhere inside me, my soul stirs and is moved, yet again, by the
landscape opened out before me.
Monday, 11 February 2013
The magical hospital.
I meet an interesting doctor in hospital. I am working in hospital, and I am told to study his special healing work.
He is able to tune into patients psychically from a distance and he always is constantly tuning into where they are at and what they need. He works at a distance right up to the point where he meets them. He also works with spiritual healing energy which he send's them from a distance to help heal them. When he meets them he helps them to recover. His greatest ability is the way he works as a team when he gets into a hospital. He is a true leader who unites the skills and talents of all the nurses and doctors in the hospital together, and gets them motivated and working as a community.
He heals this person who going to die. but his healing power really comes from his trust from all the doctors and nurses around him, and his ability to lead people in working as a team.
We get stopped by officials who want to do drug tests on us all. I get negative on so many things. I get singled out because of all the potions I have on me.
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There is a bit where this woman doctor jumps out of window to show us a healing power. She falls a long way but is able to not get injured by the fall. But if she had not been ok they (the other magical nurses) would have thrown this special ash from a fire over them which would have recovered her.
There is an amazing sense of trust and team work amongst everyone here. This is what makes it a healing place, everyone is working for everyone else , supporting one another to each persons strengths and
weaknesses.
He is able to tune into patients psychically from a distance and he always is constantly tuning into where they are at and what they need. He works at a distance right up to the point where he meets them. He also works with spiritual healing energy which he send's them from a distance to help heal them. When he meets them he helps them to recover. His greatest ability is the way he works as a team when he gets into a hospital. He is a true leader who unites the skills and talents of all the nurses and doctors in the hospital together, and gets them motivated and working as a community.
He heals this person who going to die. but his healing power really comes from his trust from all the doctors and nurses around him, and his ability to lead people in working as a team.
We get stopped by officials who want to do drug tests on us all. I get negative on so many things. I get singled out because of all the potions I have on me.
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There is a bit where this woman doctor jumps out of window to show us a healing power. She falls a long way but is able to not get injured by the fall. But if she had not been ok they (the other magical nurses) would have thrown this special ash from a fire over them which would have recovered her.
There is an amazing sense of trust and team work amongst everyone here. This is what makes it a healing place, everyone is working for everyone else , supporting one another to each persons strengths and
weaknesses.
The bring and buy sale, the song to the spirits, the magical flying trip and the Scary Dream
I have just got back from a bring n buy sale on my parents road, where I had met lots of people at the top of the road, and some french people who were friendly, and had a good chat with them. We were working on a music records stall selling old music. One of the guys got angry with me.
Now I am traveling to R's house and I meet someone when I get there.... its a female character who has an angry face... I was there and when I got back I was criticized lots by this female, who had got back, about the noise and disturbance in the neighborhood, caused by me, the night before.. I have to leave, because I have been a bad influence on R.
the night before we were playing music....We decided to play to the spirits, she decided to sing a song of worship... we had walked down the road, singing, and causing lots of noise in the spirit ceremony, disturbing the neighboors.
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I wander down road with mum, she is getting some food for me, I am annoyed at her because of food reasons.
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We sing the music I accompany on my mbira, I cry, its very beautiful music, she has a beautiful voice.
But we are stopped by this angry scary lady. I am asked to leave, especially when this man comes back into the house, he looks like a scary person who looks at me hostily. I leave on the over head tram which runs from just above R's house, which is really handy. I leave before I cause anymore trouble.
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I meet up with P
I am told I have to go on this special magic trip, I fly on the overhead tram over the city. As I am heading up the hillsbrough valley I see over all this new development project...
They have been making the worlds most amazing adventure playground. The money was partly created by the sale of the ski village.
I see the most amazing new rides and everything is surrounded by sand so that if people fall of they won't get hurt. I am very impressed. I hear the sounds of happy children playing, and I am taken into a blissful flying dream..
This over head tram leads me back to R's house, where on top I meet P and JJ. It is really nice seeing them back on here, and amazing that they didn't know about the fact that it was on her house, that the Tram stop was from her roof...
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Now I am taken to this very rough bit of town.
I go into this bar, which Is putting on a music night. As I enter I see a number of people eyeing me up. Its as if they want to rob me. I feel like I have been lead into a trap.
I don't have muc money, perhaps 70 quid in my wallet with my bank cards an a few other precious items so I just think,, it will be fine...
I see that this place is a lot easier to enter then to leave. I know I am being lured into a trap. ..
I pay as I enter as it is a music night, but I feel I want to leave right away... But If I make any suspicious moves They will know I have something valuable that is worth robbing... so I decide to stick around and make myself invisible...
As I enter I see more and more threatening people, and its really worrying me now. I sit down with a few people I know, off to one side. This one guy has caught my eye and he can read the fear in me, so he starts thinking of a plan. He accuses me of something ,and now he causes a stir in his other gangster looking people around ,and he points at me and tells me to empty my pockets ... I am in the middle of the room now, and there's a circle of aggressive looking people surrounding me.. there is no way I can get out of this one, They are going to attack me and I will get seriously injured. They will take everything off me. If I don't have what they are looking for, they may kill me and leave me in the river...
We have a jest at one another I am tempted to get mud off my boots on his new tracksiut to get him back for what he did to me,(know it ill annoy him but decide not to in the end,...)
Now I am traveling to R's house and I meet someone when I get there.... its a female character who has an angry face... I was there and when I got back I was criticized lots by this female, who had got back, about the noise and disturbance in the neighborhood, caused by me, the night before.. I have to leave, because I have been a bad influence on R.
the night before we were playing music....We decided to play to the spirits, she decided to sing a song of worship... we had walked down the road, singing, and causing lots of noise in the spirit ceremony, disturbing the neighboors.
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I wander down road with mum, she is getting some food for me, I am annoyed at her because of food reasons.
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We sing the music I accompany on my mbira, I cry, its very beautiful music, she has a beautiful voice.
But we are stopped by this angry scary lady. I am asked to leave, especially when this man comes back into the house, he looks like a scary person who looks at me hostily. I leave on the over head tram which runs from just above R's house, which is really handy. I leave before I cause anymore trouble.
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I meet up with P
I am told I have to go on this special magic trip, I fly on the overhead tram over the city. As I am heading up the hillsbrough valley I see over all this new development project...
They have been making the worlds most amazing adventure playground. The money was partly created by the sale of the ski village.
I see the most amazing new rides and everything is surrounded by sand so that if people fall of they won't get hurt. I am very impressed. I hear the sounds of happy children playing, and I am taken into a blissful flying dream..
This over head tram leads me back to R's house, where on top I meet P and JJ. It is really nice seeing them back on here, and amazing that they didn't know about the fact that it was on her house, that the Tram stop was from her roof...
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Now I am taken to this very rough bit of town.
I go into this bar, which Is putting on a music night. As I enter I see a number of people eyeing me up. Its as if they want to rob me. I feel like I have been lead into a trap.
I don't have muc money, perhaps 70 quid in my wallet with my bank cards an a few other precious items so I just think,, it will be fine...
I see that this place is a lot easier to enter then to leave. I know I am being lured into a trap. ..
I pay as I enter as it is a music night, but I feel I want to leave right away... But If I make any suspicious moves They will know I have something valuable that is worth robbing... so I decide to stick around and make myself invisible...
As I enter I see more and more threatening people, and its really worrying me now. I sit down with a few people I know, off to one side. This one guy has caught my eye and he can read the fear in me, so he starts thinking of a plan. He accuses me of something ,and now he causes a stir in his other gangster looking people around ,and he points at me and tells me to empty my pockets ... I am in the middle of the room now, and there's a circle of aggressive looking people surrounding me.. there is no way I can get out of this one, They are going to attack me and I will get seriously injured. They will take everything off me. If I don't have what they are looking for, they may kill me and leave me in the river...
Steam Boat Coed.
I am on a big steam boat. It is the Steam Boat Coed. Rawley and
someone else are manning the boat.
I am hanging off the side learning where all the secret passages are.
I go down this hidden passage at the bottom of the boat which makes it
much easier to get around on the whole.
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I am with dad and one of my friends. My dad still thinks that I am way off the track with my training, spiritually speaking. Its a hard one to reconcile. My friend is there and here's him speaking thus, and does some magic on him, which I think isn't quite right. They make him dance to the music, which is not a bad magic, but he might not want to dance to the music...
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I meet this old guy in his 70's who confesses to me that it's the thought of seeing pretty women that gets him up out of bed each morning. He feels really bad that at his age this is what motivates him, and is having guilt problems in his mind which is causing him more problems... and I have to sympathize with him, ok I'm not in my 70's but I do think along similar lines. Its normal I tell him... most men think like this no matter what age they are I say.
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I see someone who is struggling with their mask , so I go and help them. They are making a warrior mask, that is like a helmet. It is hard to advice as it already looks good, but I give him a few suggestions, and about how the mask will frame his face and work with his hair. I go to help cut the persons hair to fit the mask. it needs a bit more gold on the mask.
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I am with H and a few of her friends. We are about to go out dancing
together at a party. H asks weather the grass is wet outside in the
garden. I say yes. She goes to sit on it, for some strange reason, she
thinks that sitting on the grass and getting her dress wet and muddy
will make her more atractive.
"The children follow where the ripe fruit is...."
I have a repeated dream about someone teasing me, and relentlessly
taking it out on me. I then remember that i am in a dream and I am able to break out of it, because I know it's a dream.
I then dream I'm on one of R's courses, and R turn up and he brings in a huge pumkiny thing in for the group to taste, and R says i should taste it because I am the taste tester round here, So I am got to taste it. I taste it and it is ok. but R doesn't acnoledge my opinions on things, and thinks that it is a load of rubbish.
Then there is an issue he has with books, and I am annoyed again at him because he is not acknowledging other peoples opinions .
And the words he uses for me, just try to cut out my opinion. he is trying to control me with his words .. and I know it. We have an arguing match in latin, - he's trying to scare me, using magic formulas, but I'm not
having any of it and can see right through what he is trying to do. I also become lucid and very conscious which gives me lots of power..
I decide to go. I pack up my stuff.
I walk out on him.
He asks why.
I give him 3 examples. These are just 3 of many, and I get backup from B and L who are here.
He finally yields, and actually turns around and starts thanking me for telling me why I was walking out. He claims that he didn't know he was being such an egotistical annoying guy, but I know he knew quite well what he was doing.
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Meet a lady from FP matthews.
She tells me about the son of the company. She is doing art admin and
outreach for them. I offer my advice and support to them.
She tells me how he suffered from depression once, but now he's ok, he give lots of talks nowadays to groups who want to learn the ways of doing such big tree nurseries. .
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I meet the black martial artist. We have a sparring fight in Wellow, its great fun, and we learn from each other what each other can handle. We push ourselves to our limit.
He is teaching me and I am teaching him. I get a message for him from out of the air, - "its all about the hardest substances meeting the softest substances . We have bones and teeth and nails, these are our hardest substances, everything else is a soft kind of substance. Its exactly the same when animals are hunting and fighting, and even the art of hunting evolved from this same knowledge."
We are now rolling and tumbling around the garden. As we continue to spar, about 6 or 7 dogs come and watch us. They enjoy watching a good fight. They are all black dogs, and I notice we are both wearing
all black clothes. He is also a black chap. there is something symbolic in this i think ...
I need a 5 minute break to get some food.
He thinks I want steriods to boost me, and offers me some.
"I want a piece of fruit" i tell him... I go find some juicy ripe pears. I find a packet with 3 in from the supermarket . they are very ripe and a few of them have been nibbled into by mice.
I eat them anyway. My mum is there with her friends . She is talking to them and i over hear her say "Apparently the children follow where the ripe fruit is...."
what love is, a herbal checkup, Salt water, hornbeam trees, spiritual places, death, sand dunes, friends.
I'm with family, and marie is talking to me, she is telling me about love and what it is. She tells me who I love and shows me what commitment really means.
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I meet up with K and her family. I have a good chat with her dad.
I am wearing shorts and a T-shirt I have dreadlocks. This is odd i think. I have never had dreadlocks before. My friends seem to all have dreadlocks too.
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I am going for a herbal checkup.
Was recommended to me while I was climbing up onto this top shelf to find some conkers in a friends back garden.
I go to see the herbalists.
Its really funny. They have all been drinking potions and are having a very merry time indeed!
I see this one herbalist first, and she recommends me to R. R then comes in. She tell me they (the other herbalists) are now all getting drunk on motherwort tincture and says its quite funny.
I say I have done the same
She says about drinking urine while on - it is the thing, if you really want to go loopy. Going loopy may not be a good idea I think...
She tells me about Solent. Its a special medicine she gives to me. She gets out a special see-through jug and measures a load of salt up to a certain level. She then tops it up to the top of the jug with warm water.
"Water and salt is what you need," she says.
Its a special kidney tonic for me.
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I see that S's land has alot of magic on it. The old Hornbeam avenue has a strong association with death , this is a clarvoyyance that I have been shown of her land that I need to work with. This is an aisle of transition. I see peter snow falcon there. There is 2 crows who fly down to bless the place with their spirit...
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I am traveling with fred n sara n a few other friends. We drive over
these cliffs to the south coast of england and see the most massive
sand dunes, infact sand mountains, rising up against the coast.
We drive right over the hill and down onto the coast.
There are people stood on the top of sand cliffs looking down.
I feel like I must be in a dream, but fred and sara assure me that
this is real. I say that this must be a place where the veils are
thin, because I can feel lots of spiritual energy here.
The travel back from france on the ferry.
I am driving with my parents on the motorway.
I am looking at the huge car carriers, they look really impressive, and I am amazed at how many cars they can hold, and the power that these vehicles must have.
I am now in a party in the park. Its a big music festival, its a celebration for the city of sheffield, and its just at the back of my new house. Everyone is up and dancing.
I have to lead the dance and the music.
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I am coming back from france on the ferry. I have been hiding in a funny little place on the side of the ferry, which overlooks the ocean. I see two huge holes in the ocean where all the water is gushing into. I think we must be getting into port.
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I have lost my coat, and I mistake it for someone else's coat....
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I am now arriving off the ferry, I get a taxi with my brother joe, and
he wants to stop off at the taxi drivers house to hang out with him
and thank him for the help with the taxi. I have my bike with me and
I wait downstairs a at the bottom of the flat where the taxi driver
lives. I think about locking my bike up but I can find nowwhere where
there is a suitable place to lock it and my bike lock is a cheep one
and could easily be cut through. Also its a dodgy area and I know that
if I leave it unguarded itsd bound to be knicked.
I see someone hanging around with an acomplice waiting to steel my
bike as soon as its locked up. I consider places to lock it, perhaps
hiding it round the corner or perhaps in full view. Perhaps to the
arcade machines or perhaps to this post.
The dodgy man is right next to me know and is distracting me with his
acomplise and while I am off guard my bike is taken.
When I look back however, disappointed that my bike has gone ,I realise that i have 2 other bikes in their place. They only took the worst of them and still have my good bikes with me.
I had forgotten I had all these other spare bikes!
I am looking at the huge car carriers, they look really impressive, and I am amazed at how many cars they can hold, and the power that these vehicles must have.
I am now in a party in the park. Its a big music festival, its a celebration for the city of sheffield, and its just at the back of my new house. Everyone is up and dancing.
I have to lead the dance and the music.
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I am coming back from france on the ferry. I have been hiding in a funny little place on the side of the ferry, which overlooks the ocean. I see two huge holes in the ocean where all the water is gushing into. I think we must be getting into port.
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I have lost my coat, and I mistake it for someone else's coat....
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I am now arriving off the ferry, I get a taxi with my brother joe, and
he wants to stop off at the taxi drivers house to hang out with him
and thank him for the help with the taxi. I have my bike with me and
I wait downstairs a at the bottom of the flat where the taxi driver
lives. I think about locking my bike up but I can find nowwhere where
there is a suitable place to lock it and my bike lock is a cheep one
and could easily be cut through. Also its a dodgy area and I know that
if I leave it unguarded itsd bound to be knicked.
I see someone hanging around with an acomplice waiting to steel my
bike as soon as its locked up. I consider places to lock it, perhaps
hiding it round the corner or perhaps in full view. Perhaps to the
arcade machines or perhaps to this post.
The dodgy man is right next to me know and is distracting me with his
acomplise and while I am off guard my bike is taken.
When I look back however, disappointed that my bike has gone ,I realise that i have 2 other bikes in their place. They only took the worst of them and still have my good bikes with me.
I had forgotten I had all these other spare bikes!
Trains, Horses, Cheese, Home made videos, Beds, Buying rice crispies.
I am on a train traveling with a few friends, P and R.
We see a horse galloping along some other train tracks, going under the bridge which we are going over.
The horse is carrying big wrapped up round cheeses, tied up over its back. It is galloping and pulling a cart along at the same time. It is a big work horse with brown and white patches on its skin.
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I am now eating cheese, with a load of friends. Christopher Mason is with us. He has decided to become a vegan, but he is really enjoying this cheese right now. its his week spot. I meet kate, she joins us to taste the cheese and after eating cheese we go to have a nice sleep in a bed.
Me and pete have been working on a comedy home made video. We have done this funny video and its really good fun making it.
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N is moving into C's bed.
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A friend sends me a text, has a song on it, which says - listen. I play the song. It has lyrics which go, 'I love you Dan, Dan...'
Im not sure who Dan is...
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Im now with M's family, and we are walking through this shop. There is nothing here for sale says
her aunty- She is not into buying things like what this shop sells. M's mum sees a damaged pack of rice crispies and says we should by this one as it is damaged and needs a good home. I pick it up to go and pay for it.
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We see a horse galloping along some other train tracks, going under the bridge which we are going over.
The horse is carrying big wrapped up round cheeses, tied up over its back. It is galloping and pulling a cart along at the same time. It is a big work horse with brown and white patches on its skin.
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I am now eating cheese, with a load of friends. Christopher Mason is with us. He has decided to become a vegan, but he is really enjoying this cheese right now. its his week spot. I meet kate, she joins us to taste the cheese and after eating cheese we go to have a nice sleep in a bed.
Me and pete have been working on a comedy home made video. We have done this funny video and its really good fun making it.
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N is moving into C's bed.
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A friend sends me a text, has a song on it, which says - listen. I play the song. It has lyrics which go, 'I love you Dan, Dan...'
Im not sure who Dan is...
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Im now with M's family, and we are walking through this shop. There is nothing here for sale says
her aunty- She is not into buying things like what this shop sells. M's mum sees a damaged pack of rice crispies and says we should by this one as it is damaged and needs a good home. I pick it up to go and pay for it.
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