Thursday, 16 August 2012

The upper world guide.

Soaring - buzz lightyear, falling with style.

 Some of my male friends I was able to share with.

Seeing males friends getting involved.

 Adam, we are about to go on journey, Bikes, we have found a new magical place. In group room. S passing on techniques, we need a question. What question am I on?

 I go wandering , I need to find the right question (joe marshala)- who he is, community btw,

 So I go out Walk, meet some people, have to do hard lifting work' similar to walk fo attention noticing other people.

 Soaring.

 Beautiful places, grave mounds.

A mix of traditions.

 I am flying.

 I find a place I can jump from, buzz light year, falling with style.

 I and S, thanks fr yur concern !

 To label or not to label Double lavender - journeying.

 Meeting the second character. I am going along this road. Come to a place with lots of water. A haunted place or something. Things don't feel quite right. So I wander over river.

All this water is coming down this concrete slope, and I think perhaps there has been some environmental destruction in the area which is causing the haunting. I climb up this water fall over the concrete, and I go past this church. I go up further, and see a monk character. Its someone who has been around for a long time, he knows me really well.

 I fear him, and see him as a dangerous authority figure. I also wonder weather he is behind all this environmental destruction. I decide to get up beyond him. Perhaps he's hiding something, which will give me a clue to who caused all this destruction. I run past, and he chases me. I then get into a game of, 'who can climb the highest' with him, and after a little while, I realise that I'm no longer authentic, I'm just imagining this, and its not real.

 I come back, I wake up.

 Simon is there, and we have just finnished journet work.

I go to alton towers as a solo person on the rides, as a therapy. I am lifted out of this machine and slide into a truck. This takes me to another ride, this time with the clan, and I am on the rides as a rest from the journey work. Tara is enjoying, but me and her have not put our straps on properly so we get thrown around quite a lot! Its ok though.

 We come back, How was the meeting with the character in the upper world journey work? Oh, I didn't realise...

This monk like character may have been a friendly figure who was actually trying to help me... It teaches me a lesson, and answers my question. The lesson it teaches me, is that its silly getting into power struggles with people, and secondly, it shows me a deeper sense of purpose. T

o break through predudice and barriers in myself is real work, as well as to be seeking guidance from such beings. Wise teachers.


 J needs a healing. Simon - to J, I am with her, and simon does some healing for her with my involment. He says "this is your community, the people you choose to be with. , your people you are with. He asks her to rest on this rail, he says her life depends on it. She rest her head, and then I feel there is a power animal recovery. She bursts into tears..

Can that be found in the hand of marriage ?

I meet bro james n he has organised this music event.

He is now playing music to a big group of people. He has written a song on guitar in E major and is playing it out to his friends.

 I can't remember the lyrics.

 I see anne marie by the sea. She looks like such a picture. She tells me all about her latest projects. She is staying in this beautiful cottage by the sea. One of them involved people sitting in a long line on a bench in public. And everyone stands up in silence one at a time, without saying anything, and then sits down when they feel its been time for them. In practice it really helped this disabled person have confidence to break through their disability, for about 10 seconds. They were the 2nd in line to try, the first not going at all.

 There were other amazing things she showed me. She has been doing great things. I meet v, and she talks about GS, and how things are going there. She makes a comment that is a bit rude, and I go no further to inquire.

 I know what it will be about.

I meet d, and we chat and catch up. He is doing really great work.

 I am at a wedding.

 First I have to tie the veil of my cousin who is going down the aisle, and its a plasticy futuristic veil which is proving difficult. Its all about giving away, and being given away. The feeling of being given away is very important.

 I have to give my mum away, and when I walk down the aisle it is my dad at the end who I leave standing. Where the change happened I don't know. I have got distracted from seeing all the wedding guests, and have been chatting with someone, who is not part of the wedding.

 I now turn up and the first course of food is gone. My clothes are all in a bit of a mess, and I am wearing a napkin on my head, I don't know why. It just seemed the right place for it. My uncle is a little annoyed at my behavior.

 I find some left over baked potatoes and some saucy thing, and grab my self a plate, and then I see granny sweets. She is behaving a lot like granddad, and she chats to me, because I'm the only one paying attention to her. Its then that I realize that others can't see her.

 I wander around the party with granny S at my side, and she is commenting on this thing and that thing. Its really funny the things she says. I show her round. I want the others to be able to see that granny is with us still, so that they can remember her, and gain wisdom and guidance from her.

 I see a bible prayer book on the floor and decide to ask granny to speak through the book to the group, and I will open the book on a random page and it will give the message she would have wanted to give. The message revealed to me was - - Can that be found in the hand of marriage be asked for to pray?

Open communication.

The jones. John joes family - they have been building scafolding.

 - the scafolding doesn't have to be fully tied.

Lots of people have been doing it, as its a way of ensuring security of property, that no one will come and take ones property.

 M gets arrested I get phone call, I don't want to pick up. He has been charged for asaulting a girl called H. I wish I had done something about it.

 I need to find a way to help him. Taking. Open communication. Am, She's with CLN, open communication. - she says what she has found annoying.

Very clear with communicating how she feels. Fear based James not doing for others, I cry on ams shoulder. Give me strength.

 I wake up, hear people screaming . What have they found on mattress? I know what I got to do. Even though waking up in fear, I can see it and transform it.

Time Travel

I miss a festival, but then make it somehow, because I want to know about something that is going on there.

 The festival is in the Post Office and there is an expert singing guy, who is performing some rapping. The songs this singing guy is singing are about universal consciousness.

Conor is there and he is watching this guy and listening, and at the end of his performance, Conor asks him to show him some of his unusual singing techniques. He says there is basically two points that need remembering. One is to have 360 vision all around you, which Conor understands, but I don't really. And the other is 'Getting the style right'. This is largely about Acting. We do some practice with these new singing techniques and Conor moves this object, and its a bit like a play of the theatre of ambiguous behavior. Its important to be spontaneous and random, so as to keep creativity flowing.

 Now adam is here. And he's watching this play that we are acting in.

 I meet the throat singing lady at coed. I could hear her singing from a long way off, and she could hear my singing too. Our voices brought us together.

 I meet rich - he comes to wellow, and I show him round. I tell him that things are going well. He tells me things at coed r going well. I get a free trial on this computer game, which I meet a guy in. Its a virtual reality computer game.

 I'm now at the airport, and adam is on the aeroplane. He phones me and tells me to wave good bye to him on the plane, and now I am at the airport runway, and I see the plane taking off, and I say to my friend, that its only a step away from time travel.

And then we are on this super fast aeroplane traveling through space. And time is different. One of these plane attendants gets me and agrees that it is amazing what we have achieved.

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 I'm at this new school near Tapton. Its empty, other than a few teachers. I meet a really nice teacher., I see a course that I like the look of, its academic, and it is run by someone who channels Hecate. The course has yellow flowers on its flier.

 I have to collect some plants, and I ask dad to pick me up from this side of the site, so that I can rescue them.