I am in a playground and john is here with me. This woman gives me a
challenge - to spin this giant spinning top all the way round the
playground in one throw. Its an epic challenge, but I am feeling bold
and confident. I want to impress her and john with my talents.
Just as I'm about to throw, these rude boys turn up, and want to pick
a fight on me. They want to rob my giant spinning top off me. I must
throw it before they do. I can't properly fight them while I am still
holding it, but if I throw it in a distracted state I will never
achieve the goal the woman set me.
I wrestle with these two rude boys.
I never get round to throwing this spinning top.
Now I'm in a different dream. I am making a plant pilgrimage up to
scotland. I was told in a dream to come to this place just on the
boarders of scotland, and so I arranged a van to take me and a whole
load of allotment people, mostly older guys, up to the boarders. When
we get there, we get a message to go further up, so we continue our
drive, until we can drive no more. Now we get out and walk, as far as
me can up these mountains. I get ahead of everyone, as I am fit and
healthy. I scout out the ground before hand, checking the direction.
Its getting muddy, and people are wanting to turn back. Its raining
hard and cold. We come to some refuge between the mountains, and we
warm up and recover our strength before starting out again.
Now I'm back in sheffield, in a pub. This is the drinks before going
out part of the night. I get a text from R saying to come a visit her,
so I finnish mt drinks and start to make my way. On route I get
distracted and bump into trouble. I'm in a club of some sort....I was
asking for trouble in my mind as I secretly wanted it, but now I
realise I don't, but I have to deal with it. These mean hearted guys
are out for a fight and want to rob me. I change my intent -'I intend
to find my friend'... To my surprise my friend appears in the corner
of the room as if by magic. The mean guys have gone. This friend now
begins to escort me to R's house. We have to go through these
buildings with locks to get there. I bump into A and we have a really
interesting conversation about relationships. Its all about how even
when you really love someone, and want to be with them, you will still
find other people attractive. We speak about people we know falling in
and out of love, and how we are all trying to find satisfaction on so
many levels, both sexually and non sexually, and how it can be
unrealistic to find that all in one person.
One of the locks we cannot open. I manage to find a way through, as if
some old memory reminded me of the code. Now I try to show A the code
but it doesn't work with him. Thankfully someone has come to let him
out. We are through the building and now there is some kind of fair on
the grass that we wander round. There are gazebos with merchandise for
sale under. We wander round in the sunshine.
Thursday, 26 January 2012
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