Man in the snow.
Falling through the snow, dangerous, many miles of snow, eventually I see familiar ground, know I need to stop. Somehow manage to survive. See john G and meet him by a lampost. I'm able to comunicate psyicallying with him. We arrived together after the snow journey, through the mountais. This is where iwas heading.
John simeon - prove his theorys right and also wrong. Both papers.
Wooden knife make, special steel wood. Dad.
Saturday, 19 November 2011
note form dream
House stuck from my parents, knew people
Caren dave going to move, idea of selling house, all windows were boarded up.
At the course.
Listening to allot music.
I wanted tobe o own, had to go down these stairs all in a line. My music accomanied me on hedphones.
Joe talking about eash peach pear plum. Leanna remembered it, I struggles.
More at course.
Asking me if I was ok,
Some people next door,
Caren dave going to move, idea of selling house, all windows were boarded up.
At the course.
Listening to allot music.
I wanted tobe o own, had to go down these stairs all in a line. My music accomanied me on hedphones.
Joe talking about eash peach pear plum. Leanna remembered it, I struggles.
More at course.
Asking me if I was ok,
Some people next door,
dream in note form
Meet goddess
Dressing gown
Dad - arrested - stopped by police, beers in front - I say checked on his card. Dilemma he in.
Cornwall, beach, AM, on boats on river. She tells me about japanese nudist community, go for walk, she did.
Joe brother - at community space. Like coed, lots of people around. We playing games. I Talking about smoking, I give away smoke stuff. To people they really appreciate.
Dressing gown
Dad - arrested - stopped by police, beers in front - I say checked on his card. Dilemma he in.
Cornwall, beach, AM, on boats on river. She tells me about japanese nudist community, go for walk, she did.
Joe brother - at community space. Like coed, lots of people around. We playing games. I Talking about smoking, I give away smoke stuff. To people they really appreciate.
the secret bad guy
There was this bad guy. He was a boss, and wanted to be Lord of All.
He was very manipulative, and was trying to make us all his slaves. And me and my friends had discovered this, we knew the secret, and so we were trying to find ways to not become slaves to this guy.
There was this big field. And we were looking for somewhere to smoke some weed.
And this bad guy had the power to control the weather, and I had managed to sneak inside his hidden rooms inside his giant mansion. And I was meant to do something when I was in there, I had to get his special files, and destroy them and so destroy his power.
It was the secret files on his computer system that gave him all his power.
He was very manipulative, and was trying to make us all his slaves. And me and my friends had discovered this, we knew the secret, and so we were trying to find ways to not become slaves to this guy.
There was this big field. And we were looking for somewhere to smoke some weed.
And this bad guy had the power to control the weather, and I had managed to sneak inside his hidden rooms inside his giant mansion. And I was meant to do something when I was in there, I had to get his special files, and destroy them and so destroy his power.
It was the secret files on his computer system that gave him all his power.
Wednesday, 9 November 2011
the Spirals on the Hill
I'm walking with daniele through the park.
We journey down a gorge, with steep sides. The sides get steeper as we walk.
We stop at place where there was once a party. We find out that it was someone we know.
As we wander over the party space, we notice a spiral pattern on the hill. Its three S shaped patterns, 1 large central S and 2 smaller S shapes above and below.
We notice that there are old orchards around this area. We are near Bath. We notice that the old orchards have been vandalized.
People are planting little baby trees as hedging, which spiral around the spiral pattern on the ground. The hedging is quite small and vulnerable.
Rich clare is showing my dad and this older council guy round his growing spaces.
I'm in a tent with a couple of friends. We have found a giant sweet chestnut, which we are storing in a paper bag. Its the size of a rugby ball.
We journey down a gorge, with steep sides. The sides get steeper as we walk.
We stop at place where there was once a party. We find out that it was someone we know.
As we wander over the party space, we notice a spiral pattern on the hill. Its three S shaped patterns, 1 large central S and 2 smaller S shapes above and below.
We notice that there are old orchards around this area. We are near Bath. We notice that the old orchards have been vandalized.
People are planting little baby trees as hedging, which spiral around the spiral pattern on the ground. The hedging is quite small and vulnerable.
Rich clare is showing my dad and this older council guy round his growing spaces.
I'm in a tent with a couple of friends. We have found a giant sweet chestnut, which we are storing in a paper bag. Its the size of a rugby ball.
friendships and sweating
I'm with Adriano. Our friendship has grown again. This time we are back in his old house looking at the spaces between the rooms. We share some smoke, and chat to his brother Guiseppe. We also have a look round the old sweetshop next door.
________
I'm now with my brother Joe, and we are taking part in this cleansing ceremony. It involves lots of sauna style sweating. About 4 days of constant sweating, with breaks in between. It is very intense, and I take longer breaks in between, to recover from all the heat.
________
I'm now with my brother Joe, and we are taking part in this cleansing ceremony. It involves lots of sauna style sweating. About 4 days of constant sweating, with breaks in between. It is very intense, and I take longer breaks in between, to recover from all the heat.
the light and the dark, wild food.
I've come up to the housing estate to find some friends who I've not seen in a while. The kids see me coming, and start chasing me; its a game we have been playing each time I come up. I resist playing as I have work to do, but then my own inner child gets the better of me, and I'm chasing them round, trying to be as scary as I can!
The light is going, its getting dark, and I imagine their parents will be out to look for them soon, but a strange thing is afoot.
Its November round the back of the flats, but round the front, on the sunny side, its May. The adults are all out celebrating May day, the start of summer, with games of football and cricket and such like.
They are not worried about their children because to them it is broad day light.
I bump into one of my friends, and he says,
"Steve, have you come to do a wild food walk? Everyone is interested"
At first I was resistant, as I thought it was November, but as it also seems to be May, then I decide yes.
"Great!" My friend says, "let's get everyone together!"
We rally round the flats and send texts to everyone. I want Michel to come on it, as I know he is interested, but his phone is not working. He lives at number 70 but, as I've experienced before, its not so easy finding number 70! It is hidden somewhere unusual...
Everyone waits patently as we look for Michel's flat.
The light is going, its getting dark, and I imagine their parents will be out to look for them soon, but a strange thing is afoot.
Its November round the back of the flats, but round the front, on the sunny side, its May. The adults are all out celebrating May day, the start of summer, with games of football and cricket and such like.
They are not worried about their children because to them it is broad day light.
I bump into one of my friends, and he says,
"Steve, have you come to do a wild food walk? Everyone is interested"
At first I was resistant, as I thought it was November, but as it also seems to be May, then I decide yes.
"Great!" My friend says, "let's get everyone together!"
We rally round the flats and send texts to everyone. I want Michel to come on it, as I know he is interested, but his phone is not working. He lives at number 70 but, as I've experienced before, its not so easy finding number 70! It is hidden somewhere unusual...
Everyone waits patently as we look for Michel's flat.
feasting, and biodynamic horn
We are sitting down having a family meal, and Dad is encouraging me to eat more.
"Just try these tasty cheeses!" He urges, and "why don't you try some of this meat?"
He thinks I'm starving my self...
"You need to put on a bit of weight; look at you! You're so thin!"
He has a point, I am not over weight, that's for sure, and the foods in front of me look very tasty indeed.
"Just remember St Patrick" he says, "he looked after cows, and had a special cow horn like this one" . He shows me the cow horn, which can be played like a trumpet.
"Wow, I really want one of those!" I say. Perhaps I can make special biodynamic preparations using this cow horn....
"Just try these tasty cheeses!" He urges, and "why don't you try some of this meat?"
He thinks I'm starving my self...
"You need to put on a bit of weight; look at you! You're so thin!"
He has a point, I am not over weight, that's for sure, and the foods in front of me look very tasty indeed.
"Just remember St Patrick" he says, "he looked after cows, and had a special cow horn like this one" . He shows me the cow horn, which can be played like a trumpet.
"Wow, I really want one of those!" I say. Perhaps I can make special biodynamic preparations using this cow horn....
fallen baby
I'm in the care of this baby. My mum has been looking after him, and now she passes him to me to look after.
"Just keep an eye on him" she says.
This baby crawls along, and seems pretty indestructible, as he seems to flex and bounce off nearly everything he does, as babies do. The stairs are no chalenge, he crawls over them. The sofas, the furniture, he seems, as such a young age to have mastery of.
All of a sudden this baby does a flip forward, and concertinas himself; he's all squashed up, and his folds of skin are bulging out to lessen the fall. I straighten him out, but now he's not breathing. I panic! I try to get breath into him, the first aid method. It doesn't work. I run with him, starting to go blue, to find my mum. I find her...
"Yes, he's quite prone to doing that", mum says casually. She holds his body in a special position and start resusitating him. Thank god I've got Mum around!
"Just keep an eye on him" she says.
This baby crawls along, and seems pretty indestructible, as he seems to flex and bounce off nearly everything he does, as babies do. The stairs are no chalenge, he crawls over them. The sofas, the furniture, he seems, as such a young age to have mastery of.
All of a sudden this baby does a flip forward, and concertinas himself; he's all squashed up, and his folds of skin are bulging out to lessen the fall. I straighten him out, but now he's not breathing. I panic! I try to get breath into him, the first aid method. It doesn't work. I run with him, starting to go blue, to find my mum. I find her...
"Yes, he's quite prone to doing that", mum says casually. She holds his body in a special position and start resusitating him. Thank god I've got Mum around!
Wednesday, 2 November 2011
Stolen bike
I'm trying to get to my friends house in pitsmoor in sheffield. I keep
taking the wrong turns, thinking its higher up the hill than it really
is... On the third time I go wrong, I get off my bike, and walk back
to the turning I had just passed to check if it was the right one. Why
I got off my bike I don't know, but I walked passed three lads who saw
that I had left my bike up against the wall, and they started running
to nick it. I ran back to beat them to it, but it was no use. Its hard
to run sometimes in dreams..
taking the wrong turns, thinking its higher up the hill than it really
is... On the third time I go wrong, I get off my bike, and walk back
to the turning I had just passed to check if it was the right one. Why
I got off my bike I don't know, but I walked passed three lads who saw
that I had left my bike up against the wall, and they started running
to nick it. I ran back to beat them to it, but it was no use. Its hard
to run sometimes in dreams..
Abandonment
Abandonment
Traveling on my bike through Bath, going to meet my parents there.
When I meet them, they are with AM and her family. I am so excited to
see them, that I give her and JA a massive hug before anyone else. I
can't believe they are really here. Its the nicest surprise in the world.
We go to a place where we will eat lunch, and then the plan is to go
to the cinema in the afternoon to watch a film. I'm really surprised
to see JE at the meal. I have a long chat to her about things, about
what she's been up to and such like.
While I'm eating my lunch, I keep thinking about JA, and glance over
to her, to remind myself how beautiful she is. And all of a sudden I
look up, and everyone has gone. They have left me to finish my lunch
on my own.
I get up and go to look for them, though I've no idea which way they
have gone. I must find them, especially, because I must see JA again,
I love her so much.
I find my mum in a shop and ask her where they have gone.
"They've gone to see the film they were planning"
"I want to see that! Why did no one tell me they were going?!"
"They didn't know you wanted to see it, and you were still eating"
I am really upset and angry.
"Tell me where the cinema is and ill go there now,"
"It will have already started", mum says.
"I can still get in though, can't I?" I say hopefully. I'm not really
bothered about seeing the film really, I just must see JA again. But
its easier to say to my mum that I really want to see the film, than
to explain my love I feel for JA...
Traveling on my bike through Bath, going to meet my parents there.
When I meet them, they are with AM and her family. I am so excited to
see them, that I give her and JA a massive hug before anyone else. I
can't believe they are really here. Its the nicest surprise in the world.
We go to a place where we will eat lunch, and then the plan is to go
to the cinema in the afternoon to watch a film. I'm really surprised
to see JE at the meal. I have a long chat to her about things, about
what she's been up to and such like.
While I'm eating my lunch, I keep thinking about JA, and glance over
to her, to remind myself how beautiful she is. And all of a sudden I
look up, and everyone has gone. They have left me to finish my lunch
on my own.
I get up and go to look for them, though I've no idea which way they
have gone. I must find them, especially, because I must see JA again,
I love her so much.
I find my mum in a shop and ask her where they have gone.
"They've gone to see the film they were planning"
"I want to see that! Why did no one tell me they were going?!"
"They didn't know you wanted to see it, and you were still eating"
I am really upset and angry.
"Tell me where the cinema is and ill go there now,"
"It will have already started", mum says.
"I can still get in though, can't I?" I say hopefully. I'm not really
bothered about seeing the film really, I just must see JA again. But
its easier to say to my mum that I really want to see the film, than
to explain my love I feel for JA...
A mix of dreams
The house,
I'd left my recording device out side, someone rescues it for me.
Ornamental - flowers
Very neat n tidy, I had got mud over the mat very badly. I had to climb round the side of the house on the wall.
-
i meet Babs in an upstairs room. She is lying on her back, looking at the stars through the sky light window, She says that she cant imagine what it would be like to not be able to do this, to look at the stars. Its her favourite thing in the world.
--
Rosa has taken up a online geography degree, a course that I was doing, so we
could compare notes, she was getting a lot more writing done than me, which i was a bit jealous of.
Shed written some thing as a critique of my own writings that I was
dead keen on getting my hands on.
--
Jude had taken up gardening, had lots of things growing in pots down
the side of the house. She loves it.
---
Oscar had caught a big rat that we didn't want him to catch. It
worried us, as we kept taking it off him, and then he'd pounce right
back on. I had to take Oscar and bash him on the ground each time he
tried to jump on Ratty, just so that it would knock some discipline
into him. He needed to learn what he can catch and what he can't. This
ratty holds lots of important info, and is a special friend of ours.
I'd left my recording device out side, someone rescues it for me.
Ornamental - flowers
Very neat n tidy, I had got mud over the mat very badly. I had to climb round the side of the house on the wall.
-
i meet Babs in an upstairs room. She is lying on her back, looking at the stars through the sky light window, She says that she cant imagine what it would be like to not be able to do this, to look at the stars. Its her favourite thing in the world.
--
Rosa has taken up a online geography degree, a course that I was doing, so we
could compare notes, she was getting a lot more writing done than me, which i was a bit jealous of.
Shed written some thing as a critique of my own writings that I was
dead keen on getting my hands on.
--
Jude had taken up gardening, had lots of things growing in pots down
the side of the house. She loves it.
---
Oscar had caught a big rat that we didn't want him to catch. It
worried us, as we kept taking it off him, and then he'd pounce right
back on. I had to take Oscar and bash him on the ground each time he
tried to jump on Ratty, just so that it would knock some discipline
into him. He needed to learn what he can catch and what he can't. This
ratty holds lots of important info, and is a special friend of ours.
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