a quest

We each stand up: its part of the ritual...

I see on the floor a pattern - its an indian design...

I look up and see T's wood carving tools, and some of his carvings - he had carved lots of amazing stuff.

We each have our own carving... Mine is a figure sat on top of a building. We each had to find our own meaning in our carving... I was looking for a sign, or symbol... I saw birds and eagles - I was covered in things that didn't look like me - I had bear at my chest, and a badger over my head...

Underneath the carving, there was a building, like a church, and I had to find the key to this building. I found the key and inside was another key. I told someone that this was te big symbol for me; this was a representation of the quest in my mind.

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We come back the next day, and while I walk in T is playing some weird and wonderful music with R and another guy- T is on percussion, and I hear crazy rhythms.

So, we have to get to the beginning of the quest, but to do so, we need to drive quite a distance.... the first thing we need to do is to head through this landscape in the direction of the power station.

When at the power station we have to pass through the gates to the power station - apparently the village has been allowed to be used as a through road right of way, for practical reasons. I drive down that way with S. We see some ufos, and now I'm with someone else - we go the wrong way - S decided to make a short cut.


I am late for course by 45 mins - its ok because T is also late.

When T turns up he acts as though it doesn't matter.. We have to go through the ceremonies, each person is lined up. We are running out of time. I spill something, its a box of pens, on the floor. As I'm picking them up T goes into a trance and says that its time to enter the mind set of the quest, and we are no longer allowed to raise our hands above chest height.

It makes us feel a bit weird.


I am with
A, this time she is cuddling me, not F, and its a bit weird but also nice.

I also see C, we have a big hug, and then we are watching a video and it is trying to brain wash us and its all about sex, and I have to protect her by holding my arms over her heart .