Saturday, 8 January 2011

hidden porn

I am looking after a baby, its noah, and I have to feed him. I have some bottles of milk, and I'm looking for a suitable place to sit down. I can't find anywhere and he starts crying so I sit down where I am on the side of the street, and begin to attempt to feed him. The hot sun beats down on us and I am sure that it will burn his skin, so I try to hold a blaket over us while feeding also feeding.

Took on new allotment off this old guy, he was showing us round. it had loads of resourses, - loads of tools, loads of land, loads of indoor growing space. I felt so lucky that he had given all this to our group. I spent the day going round the allotment finding all sorts of useful stuff. The very last box of stuff I found I opened late at dusk. It had some large phonebook style books in, which looked on the outside very official data documents, yet on the cover they were called Strawberry. Inside they were like the porn encyclopedia, every detail about porn anyone would ever want to know. It showed you even how all the models cut there hair, what equiptment they use; it was a big document, and there was a whole box full of them. My little brother was here with me, helping me to go through all the allotment stuff, but I didn't show him this, I decided to keep it to myself. And now it was time to go to bed, and I took one of these documents with me to look through as it was really exciting. I was sleeping in the same room as my little brother, and I was waiting for him to go to sleep before switching a lamp on so I could look through all the pictures on this bible of porn. I didn't want him to know I was looking at it. He was restless and I think he knew anyway what I was up to, despite the fact that the cover revealed nothing and looked like the phonebook. So I had a look through anyway, and there was everything in them; the full spectrum of models and nudity and positions and techniques, and whatever. And in the morning I felt a deep disatisfaction with my life and I had to carry something back to this place, and I met conor and alys and they helped me.

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